wow.. u write so well.. plz ans my ques as well
despite knowin the fact that a guy doesnt luv me i slept with him.. he is a wud be father and m married myself.. i luvd him before i got married ...
Dear all, Equus, Jada and Sweet Gypsey,
I couldnt concentrate on work and had been livin at home since last two days..before we had sex he used to text me from the morning till evening but just the day after we had that.. he suddenly went out of contact tellin me that his pregnant wife had been admitted in the hospital.. when he was away for exactly a week..i texted him asking how are everything?? message used to get delivered but he wouldnt response.. how cud a guy who used to keep textin me all day long.. while sittin next to eachother.. why?? I was so much shattered.. on the same side i cant get rid of the guilt of commiting adultry.. its not that i dont love my husband.. but i luv this guy without any reason.. i dont know why... my husband is like a god to me.. he is so true.. humble.. pure and luvs me a lot... whn i decided going with the other guy Oh god... tears dont stop falling everyone.. M dying from within.. i dont know what i want... this other guy he doesnt care.. i thought and thought and asked myself why do i want this guy to txt me anyway,,... whn he has already proven me that i dont mean anything.. Oh god.. why did i fall for him.. i always knew but yet i felt that whn i cud luv him then he must have fallen for me as well.. its been exactly 10 days he had not spoken to me nicely.. whn he returned back to work after 1 week i asked him nicely via msg.. wht happened>?? he replied nth.. everything is fine.. i texted him stating whn u feel like talkin then cum and talk to me till then i wont disturb you.. and yet no response.. he has not spoken to me since then... why did he do this to me??? Oh god ... i cant figure out anything.. m so much hurt and shattered... all i think of now is a day to cum whn he wud cum to me to talk.. that day i wud make the worst day he has eva seen.. now m crystal clear abt him.. all the words were just a lie.. all his response were just a fake... he made me live in a world of fakism.. his world of fakism.. i feel like a whor.. he made me feel that way..