i feel really alone right now i have family problems...my mom thinks im very selfish but i don't think so i thought i helped her alot i clean her house and mines all the time i bearly ask for things ...
Jenna, where is your father when your mother is putting you down? Why isnt he stepping in to defend you? How old are your brothers and how many brothers do you have? Are you sure you can trust the brother that told you what your mother said about you or could he have made it all up?
Now, if your mother is truly acting this way towards you, you need to speak to a counselor, (a school counselor, the school nurse, a pastor or clergyman, your doctor.) What your mother is doing to you is considered abuse and needs to stop.
You need counseling to learn how to live with, deal with and understand this situation. Your mother needs counseling to find out the reason for and what is bringing out the hostile behavior towards you.
Under no circumstances should you feel worthless or suicidal. What ever your mothers problem(s), not your fault. Hope I helped, please keep me updated.