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It is abundantly clear who you are.  I could have respected you more if you had posted under an identifiable screen name.  I will not endure more of your games and abuses, however, I will work with you to make your last days more acceptable. 

I will be glad to work with you if you can become a bit more honest and candid than you were in the recent past.  If this is the last of your games then maybe there is something we can do to make your remaining years better than they would otherwise be.

I would be more inclined to work with you if you had the honesty to declare your name openly.  Please remember who is your helper and who is the person being helped. 

I cannot make up for your decades of wrong living and bitterness.  You must come clean about that with The Eternal.  You must ask His forgiveness, and He will intercede on your behalf with those many persons you have so severely offended.

However, if you sincerely ask and hold nothing back, it is uncanny how reliably others will forgive you.  You above all persons know the sour feeling of an unforgiving spirit. 

I knew that eventually you would see the light.  You are still a long way from well spiritually.  You must swallow your pride and return as a prodigal, knowing that you deserve only the worst of treatment.

It is, after all, what you doled out to so many others. 

You will find that we all need to seek redemption from The Eternal.  Let us hope that once you return home you realize how lucky you were to be re-accepted.