Is death everything's final limit? Is posthumous nonexistence like prenatal nonexistence? Is life terrifying for many without gods or delusions?
Read the bible and approach God in prayer. He is always with you. Please remember that a persons degree of education and abundance of means have nothing to do with a relationship with the Lord. It is about laying all of that and all pride aside and approach God with humility. If you truly want to know God, you will find Him.