I thought I was getting better, but I'm getting worse at eating?
Breakfast: 1/2 cup of whole grain oatmeal
Snack: small apple
Lunch/Dinner: 2 romaine lettuce leafs, and 150 calorie multi-grain ...
You need both psychological treatment and medical treatment. The psychological treatment for the body dysmorphia. That's why what you see in the mirror isn't reality. The medical treatment to see what you've damaged by being anorexic already and to teach you how to eat and care for yourself in a more healthy way.
Please get yourself the care needed. Otherwise, it will only get worse.