How do I start over again after losing everything

Dear Penny, my interpertation of your situation is that your problems stem from a lack of meaningful employment. Is it an oversimplification on my part to suggest a relocation to a job market which is more favorable to your education and experience?

As for the boyfriend that glass is half full;

"I even lost my boyfriend of 1year to a trashy coloured alcoholic and drug addict this week ..."

Ask yourself this question, "what if I had married the guy?" That's why people spend time together before marriage, they are getting to know each other and that includes the commitment part. OK, he failed but you didn't. Worse yet, what if you had a child with this loser?

Look at the positive side girl, you got education, you got skills, you got good sense when it comes to men, hey you're not doing so bad after all. You've just got to move and find you a job. You go girl! 

Thank you Gary, I do appreciate your advise. The job market in SA is mostly affirmative action. But I can relocate to Australia or England which I will seriously be looking into as soon as I get my financial situation sorted.

As for the ex, you're right. I am not sure why he changed, he held up a good act for about 8 months. But when the darkness shows up to suck someone in and they're willing to spiral down there to the pitfalls of life. It's best to let em go and learn what they have to.

Thanks so much.

Best wishes,

PENELOPE

Hi penelope,

Dont be disheartened. Start of your new life and forget your past.

Things will improve and you will see some hopes and light.

Cheers

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Dear penelope

first focus on work, take the next job offer to you no matter what it is as long as it is is ernest. do all the over time allow soak yourself in the improvement of yourself put God in your life, do not let any thing take your focus from your improvement  the change will include diet, exercise,and education.

I will suggest your to invest your time and mind elsewhere and you will forget all your past very quickly. I understand its difficult in the beginning but if you will try to remove your concentration from your past, thing will imporve and you can definitely give a new life to yourself.

All the best.

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