Discuss A Goddess's answer to: I need help but I don't know where to get it as I ...

at this time would be the best time to have your friends or family around you.  try to think about your children and how they will feel without a mother. you need to break the cycle that started with your mother.  you must try to seek help.  there are many programs available in your area that can provide assistance in times like these. explain to your husband your fears so that he can also seek help for you, if you not able.  the main thing is not to be alone at this time. believe Jesus has already died to save souls. try him and be blessed.