I need help but I don't know where to get it as I have no health insurance and struggling a lot financially. I have been thinking about suicide because I feel so trapped and alone, I am a stay at home mom, I have two toddlers, a teenager and a husband who is NEVER home, he works full time goes to school full time and I think he hides at work, stays longer then he's needed. I have no friends I have pushed them all away, I didn't want anyone to know how un-happy I am... I think I have always had problems with depression but have never had any help, I grew up in foster care, don't know who my dad is, my mother was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia before I was born and was never able to be there for me. I cannot even believe how desperate I am feeling now for help or a way out. I don't know what to do?
Contact your Community Mental Health folks.
at this time would be the best time to have your friends or family around you. try to think about your children and how they will feel without a mother. you need to break the cycle that started with your mother. you must try to seek help. there are many programs available in your area that can provide assistance in times like these. explain to your husband your fears so that he can also seek help for you, if you not able. the main thing is not to be alone at this time. believe Jesus has already died to save souls. try him and be blessed.
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