When we lost our only child when she was 28, 3 months before her 29th birthday. She was in a slip & fall accident. Her specialist never took her head injury seriously. Almost 4 months later she passed ...
You never really get over the loss of a child. It does get easier in time. But your abusive husband isn't allowing you to grieve in the way you need to. I really think you need to think about getting away from him. He's making your life miserable, and you don't need that.
And are you SURE your daughter fell, or did your husband hit her or push her and cause her to fall? He's a big enough asshole to do it, and the way he's acting, he's guilty of SOMETHING.