When we lost our only child when she was 28, 3 months before her 29th birthday. She was in a slip & fall accident. Her specialist never took her head injury seriously. Almost 4 months later she passed ...
kds, I'm so sorry for your loss and all the pain you have to endure. I'm sorry also because your husband is not being understanding or supportive. But probably he's dealing with so much himself and he's getting out his anger on you; which is still not right to do.
I'm sure you know this already, but sometimes a gentle reminder helps. God knows exactly how you feel, He understands your pain and His heart breaks. But it's even more than this, He knows how to heal you and He is able to do it... if you let Him. He is so good at turning pain into blessings. I don't know what good could come out from losing a child, but He does miracles and I've seen a few myself.
I'd also like to encourage you to talk to a Christian counselor. This helps a lot and doesn't cost you any money since most of them do not charge.
God bless you :)