Hey OronD - i hope you're good - thank you so much for your help last year - I really appreciate it. I hope you have a wonderful New Year.

Dear May,
Thanks for trusting me and thinking my advices are good.  As usual I'll answer what I think without needing to sugarcoat my words.  Here are my comments:
1.  It is clear that you still love him. 
2.  Deep inside you might think that he is Mr right for you. 
3.  He hurted you very deeply and damaged your ego and
     your self esteem / confidence, but you still believe that
     if he returns to you and give you endless love he'll
     compensate for all and make it a "happy end story". 
4.  Wake up.  You dream.  Those are hopes in vain.  Sorry
     to pore icy water on your hot dreams.  He is a liar and
     a cheater, he thinks only on himself and doesn't give a
     damn to what he is doeing to othre (like you).
5.  Deep inside you were thinking over and over: "What
     would have been if you agreed to his offer immediately ?" 
     The answer is simple:  Nothing.  I bet 100:1 on any
     sum that he would have found another excuse, and
     disspoint you (and break your heart).
6.  I have a hunch that he is in some problems with his
     girlfriend and contacted you to be a substitute. 
7.  My best advice:  Hard + tough as it be convince
     yourself that this guy hurted you enough, that he is 
     a player and a cheater, nothing good will not come 
     with him, that you deserve MUCH better than that and
     concentrate on finding the real man for you.  Delete
     all your latent dreams.  What you hope deep inside 
     (with him) will never come true. 
8.  Don't answer his e-mail.  If you answer him you'll 
     open a "Pandora" box and it will open wounds that
     are not entirely healed. 
9.  Clear your heart to a new love.  You seem to be a
     lovely person, very sensitive, with a HUGE heart.
     Sure someone special will notice it. 
10.  Please, please, please (I bag you !) don't let that
       past event ruin your bright future.  I'll pray that
       the sun will shine on you too. 

My best personal regards.  If you want you can send me private messages (so it won't be open to the public).   I appologize if I was a bit too direct and blunt.  Sorry for being too lengthy. 

Thank you OronD - I really appreciate it and agree with you completely. I sent you a private e-mail but was not sure if you received it - but I just wanted to say thanks mostly.