Hi Jada,ITs Bonnie Two weeks ago my x boyfriend ...

Hi Jada,ITs Bonnie Two weeks ago my x boyfriend called and asked to talk with me.I said you have a new girlfriend.he said is that all u do is think i **** all day long.I replyed Are you calling to say gd.buy?If u want THAT.U know i dont.No i think we should talk.i said fine.WE met at REST/bar we sat in booth.I had two drinks,he had one.He said what do u want to do..ME how about you?He said IM not going anywere.then it went into me crying....saying you dont talk to me when im needey.sometimes it takes you 2 hrs to get back to me.WHY.....NO MORE GD.nites.by now i was really crying....he said he was going to go home!!!!WHAT.I will spend all sunday wit you.I will hold you and talk.I said NO... now!!! I have my son sun i cannot spend the night.he said...ok..but i must leave early...fine.we get a room.He said i still have your christmas present.n i your,I gave him a 200.00 watch.I had it in my bag.Great makeup ***.HE LOVES ME.n so on.mornin comes.He leaves....fri no call.sat afternoon.i tex whatcha doin? him Chillin..no gd.nite.SUN afternoon I LOST IT BAD!GIVE ME that watch back.I hate you.......NOWdid not get down im mad as hell.went out with girlfds.two days in a row.HAD FUN....VAL.day comes..I tex him only the best for you on this special day.Nothing....MON.I LOSE IT AGAIN!!!!!YOU ****** with me.WHY CANT YOU BE NICE TO ME...HE blocked my number.ME..4 years.WENT to bed ok didnt cry..FEEL strong...So he used me?????? FINE IM not dieing!!!!!   AS im writing this my house phone rings.its him he hangs up...NOW EASY QUESION JADA AND ALL.HOW DO I FILL THIS VOID BECAUSE I DO LOVE HIM.UT HES NO GD,4 ME???????