HI, i would like to ask about my personal problem. I was being confused for a long time if either i have anxiety disease or i was being abused. I was being paranoid when i'm in a crowded places i felt ...
I get the same feeling whenever I check into a new powerplant. There are always people I have worked with before, and people I have just met, and everyone checks each other out. When you work with dangerous things you just do that. You have to.
Then after I get to working with these guys, and learn who is to be trusted and who isn't, then we get closer together as a crew.
Don't sweat it much. Hey, I'm always the token blackbird among a bunch of doves so I get a lot of looks. But after they find out what I can do, I usually fit right in. After that it is only a matter of doing the job.