cnt. we fight everyday argue everyday because he says i have sm1 else and sexn them witch isnot true da oda day we ws at bk and he told me i wantd his hmboi cs i look at him but he dnt want me cs he ...
Can you please write this in full English words instead of text speak so we can understand it?
Cn u pls rite ths n fll Nglish wrds nstd of txt spk so we cn ndrstnd it?
OK im sorry I tried to write as fast as possible because I was sleepy but basically we where together for 4 yrs and he steady accusses me of cheating and no i donot cheat on him at all never thought about it. He calls me fat bald and because i have a skin condition he tells me to get it fix but he says it so evil and harsh I cant take it all I want to do is hurt myself and I do sometimes. Just the other day an incident occured and i covered my face in public he tells then that nobody was looking at me or want me and his homeboy he was talking to I was looking at has a wife but I wasnt concern with looking at his homeboy or someone walking across the parking lot my natural reaction was to cover my face when i dont have on makeup because i dont want noone to see it but he says i want the boys he basically makes me feel like i less of a person and he downgrades me to the point i dont think im beautiful no more. He fights me when I ignore him argure at me like im not even worthy of nothing then he tries to have sex with me afterwards but i dont and that makes it even worse more harsh words and reaction. Just a few mins ago he came by and downgrade me and repeated the name calling process and it hurtd I dont know what to do because everytime i try to move on he pops up. he tells me other woman wants him im a girl a kid i need to act like a woman and hes not acting like a man. He is married but seperated but dat dont make it betr on my behalf i know it but i think he still is seeing her when he says he go see his kids witch he has alot not only by her but different womans also he talks about her boyfriend as if hes jealous i havenot heard him say one thing nice but he uses the kids thing and say thats why i cant have none and it hurts because i dont think i can anyways but i dont worry abt it because i try not to think about it even though it hurts. please i don know wat to do now i feel like im left out on a bark alone and im a bad person.
Hon, he's abusive. He's using you and abusing you and you need to find the strength to leave him before he ruins what little self esteem you have left.
If you have trouble making the decision to leave him, then maybe you should ask yourself why he's separated. Could it be that HE is the cause of the failure of his marriage and not something else like he probably told you?
Please read through the information in the following link. I think it might help you to see this guy for what he really is: A creep.
You deserve better.
Thank you so much P. McMakin
Daya, as I read your comment above explaining your situation, I think perhaps you should read it too, as if it is written by someone who needs your advice....
It is obvious to me that you have been so verbally abused by this so called man in your life, that you are now convinced that you are absolutely no good to anyone even yourself.
That sounds so sad, I wish you could read your words as a friend would do, and you would see immediately that you should get away from this horrible situation.
If you've been going through this mess for at least 4 years, I think you've only stayed because you have felt desperate and have no self esteem left. That is not the case.
Daya, you are a precious human being and you have a heart and a soul, no matter what your skin condition. It is your heart and soul that you should be proud of .... too proud to waste it on such a person as this man you have described.
The mere fact that he has so many children by so many different women tells you that he is not a very stable person to be with. Please get him out of your life and begin to feel better about yourself. God Bless you as you go....