Not enough information to give a good answer. Do not know if you have a disability that envolves being able to relate to others or what.
Personally I believe we should all use caution when getting close to anyone and we should be courteous but uninvolved with people we work with. "Familiarity breeds Contempt" never a wiser word was uttered.
You might want to consider professional help in this matter being as we must live among each other and our population is growing daily.
I know you would have to leave your computer and go out in the world. Why did your alias Bill stop posting and the you came on right after. You use the same pattern with all of your aliases. 1 stops posting another comes on.